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All I have to say is WTF? Why is everyone leaving all of the sudden? And what the heck are the issues? Half the time I see people online and they never bring it up. How am I supposed to know there are issues if no one talks to me about them?

Is there still OOC drama going on that I don't know about? Is it because the days change is never consistent? Someone please talk to me because I can't do anything if no one lets me know that there's crap going on.

Nothing irritates me more than people just saying "I'm leaving because of issues that haven't been solved" and stuff like that. What freaking issues?

Feel free to ignore me, I'm just royally ticked right now.

I am on so many medications now I feel like a small pharmacy. *blinks* Dr. Ramirez put me on Welbutrin yesterday and it's making me all weird. Like, bouncy and nervous and just...weird. And I keep forgetting what I'm doing, even if I'm in the middle of doing it. I'm more amused by it than anything else. Well, at least the forgetting part. All the nervous energy, not so much.

Whee, NaNo is going so well for me. I think I needed this structure to actually kick myself into writing. And I'm glad I didn't decide to start something new but continue on with CotD. My word count is already up to 14,363. *spins*

See, I can't even think of what I was going to write. *headdesk* Theron, I miss you. :(

*waves to the new people reading* Hi, my name is crazy but you already knew that. *licks*

Rose, I figured out what I'm getting you for Christmas! Of course you can tell me something you want as well but I'm getting this other thing for you, too. I saw it and instantly thought of you. So there. :*

I don't want to be in New Hampshire anymore. Like, I'm tired of this apartment. I hate it, in fact, but we can't afford to live anywhere else. Good grief, I wish one of the publishers I pitched to will just call me up and be all, "We've just finished the manuscript and we want to offer you a $25,000 retainer!" Yes, I know that won't happen but it would be so great. Then when I say I'm a writer to people they won't give me that look that wants to ask, "Okay, but what's your real job?" AND I could finally move to Lothian and seclude myself from the rest of the world (save internet people), become a hermit and the center of ghost stories people tell their kids. "Don't go up to the house on the hill. That crazy lady in there will cut you up and feed you to her cats!"

O_O I have no idea what I'm saying.

Yesh, so Dom, Theron and anyone else reading, I shall have the new chapter up as son as it's done. The way I'm going it should be done soon. *licks Dom* Sorry, no Allie yet. But soon. And she shall be Evil!Allorah. *crazy laugh*

Okay, I need to go do tags. Or get dressed. Or something.

Hey girls. I just wanted to let you know TO is all set up here on LJ now. theodditorium It has open membership so go ahead and join up with whatever journal you want to use.